ОТЕЦ (из серии "СТИХИ")

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"},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Меня с надеждой ожидала вся семья. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Но видно так сложились где-то зодиаки, "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"И он ушел. И не от мамы. От меня. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":" "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Растить ребенка оказалось слишком сложно. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Такой подставы от судьбы он не простил. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Исчез, как тать в ночи, - бесшумно, осторожно. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"А я его тогда, наверное, любил. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":" "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Мы очень часто с ним встречались на районе. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Я видел все, я помнил все; я подрастал. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Он проходил, как будто просто посторонний. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Он даже “Здравствуй!” мне ни разу не сказал. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":" "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Промчались годы. Было все не так уж просто. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"И часто тучи закрывали небосклон. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Мне очень рано в жизни выпало стать взрослым. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Но я старался, чтоб не быть таким, как он. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":" "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Я про него совсем забыл уже, не скрою. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Но жизнь сама все расставляет по местам. "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"Увидел старца я убогого, с клюкою, "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":"И понял: каждый платит по своим счетам. 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Но он меня не узнает…"},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]},{"text":[{"type":"string","attributes":{"href":"https://rutube.ru/video/47145f6b21edbe7443aa73a22183a9a5/"},"string":"https://rutube.ru/video/47145f6b21edbe7443aa73a22183a9a5/"},{"type":"string","attributes":{},"string":" "},{"type":"string","attributes":{"blockBreak":true},"string":"\n"}],"attributes":[]}],"selectedRange":[2,2]}